Dedication/commitment

As you may of read in my 20 Random Facts About Me post on number 18 I said, “I don’t want to get married because I hate the thought of commitment”. It’s very hard for me to always be dedicated and give it my all to things(certain subjects in school) I don’t care to much about. The main thing I try my hardest at is swimming. Although I do have to admit this is what goes through my head when I wake up at 5:30 am in the beginning of summer to attend a swim meet; “I hate swimming and I should’ve picked any other sport to compete in and I never want to swim again!”. I obviously didn’t mean that but I’ve pushed through a lot of really tough practices and sprained muscles(a lot to many to quit the sport because of a few stupid mind games I tend to play). My whole life I’ve played so many sports and bounced back and fourth from sport to sport. I finally settled on swimming a about a year ago even though I’ve been swimming since I was three and could fluently swim every stroke by the time I was five.
I takes a lot for me to attend every single hour and a half long practice five times a week with the crazy amount of homework I seem to receive, but somehow I seem to mange. I’ve progressed so much in my last year of competitive swimming and my coach currently is actually the high school swim teams coach, which makes me even more anxious to try out and I’m praying already that I make the team. I hope what I’ve been through will help me in the future to peruse my dream of being a successful business/company designer. Not everything is easy in life, but it’s very important to give it 100 percent always. This is something that I may not be great at, but I’ll always try harder and harder to achieve my goal of giving it all(24/7).

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